Falling Behind

I have fallen behind so far on my blog that I don't even want to update. Pathetic. Why is it so hard to start something again after a long break? Do you try to catch up, or do you just start fresh again? I have a hard time not catching up, but then it seems so daunting I usually just give up. That is why my personal journal hasn't been written in for years. Hopefully I can just start fresh again. We shall see...